megastir
Mega means big or large
stir because I like to mix it up
Monday, January 06, 2003 :::
Slowly going insane
Drip, drip, drip.
"True!--nervous--very, very dreadfully nervous I had been and am; but why will you say that I am mad? The disease had sharpened my senses--not destroyed--not dulled them. Above all was the sense of hearing acute. I heard all things in the heavens and in the earth. I heard many things in hell. How, then, am I mad?"
Yeah its being acutely aware of noise in a completely quiet environment
In winter there is no sound at night.
Drip, Drip Drip,
Louder clearer Louder!
" All the while the sound grew "louder! louder! louder! louder!"
Poe's the best.
Another book I recall that smacks of my looming insanity is Crime And Punishment. Dostoevsky tells the tale of a man driven to murder and then driven insane by his guilt.